how to avoid from your enemy?

1. jangan amek port ape yg dia ckp . buat2 pekak
2. jangan amek tau hal dia .
3. layan je mcm kawan2 yg lain.
4. jangan cite hal personal pd kwn kte. sb nt kna soal siasat plak.
5. buat blog. tulis dlm blog kalo nk luahkan perasaan.
6. doa je biar org tau sape yg betul sape yg culprit sebenar.
7. jangan melawan org yg mcm ni. kalo dia gila. xkn kte nk ikot kgilaan dia kn .
8. buat selambe. kalo nk jd jahat/kejam. do something indirectly yg akan buat dia sakit hati. hehe.

how to avoid to be tackle from man

1. buat hati kering
2. jgn reply or jawab call
3. jgn bg chance langsung kat lelaki tu nk ckp ngan u
4. test lelaki tu masa 1st time kuar. if da failed. dont gv 2nd chance.
5. jgn pcaya ckp lelaki.
6. buat perangai bengong
7. jgn thegeh2/gedik

cakaplah ape korang nak cakap.

hye. its been long time not updating my space. recently, i dpt tau psl people around me yg dok bgosip psl i. well2. thanks la kwn2. hurm, i bgmbr mcm pelacur? so, what? as long as i xkcau u all. ape masalah korg? i never talk bad about people. i didn't mention anything about u all even so i knew what u all did. xde hal la. cakaplah sebanyak mana yg korg nk ckp. i dont bother at all. yg penting ALLAH tau kebenaran. i xperlu nk g bersihkan name i. apelah sgt kt dunia ni compare kt akhirat nt. ape pn semoga ALLAH membalas perbuatan korang. to those yg xabes2 mbuat cite psl i, silakan, teruskan. jaja la kisah i sebanyak yg mungkin. at least dpt gak tmbah pahala i. xsangke plak kan. smp ke tahap ni u busy lg nk amek tau psl i. at least i tau u still sygkan i kot sbb still nk tau pkembangan i. hehe. tharu la plak. fyi, i da xpeduli da ape org nk ckp n pk psl i. biar dorg tau sniri. okayy. i might did wrong in my past. tp tu pn sb u yg in influence i. i mmg tsilap pilih u sbg kwn i. but its ok. bende ni jd pengajaran utk i. u taught me a very good lesson. i wont repeat la. now, u buat bende ni lg.u buat kt org lain plak. i rs sgt meluat. myampah. geli. knpe u xsedar2? ksian kt u. troskan lah ngan perangai u tu. smoga nt ALLAH akan sedarkn u. tp pelikla. bila difikir2 balik. kenapa dlm dunia ni wujudnya org2 yg mcm ni? hurm. as for me, i want to lead my life peacefully. i xnk amek tau psl org, i xnk cr gaduh ngan org, i xnk gosip psl org. that's what im doing now. but what happen is org ttp nk cr hal ngan i. dugaan btol. now i know. dalam dunia ni. penuh ngan manusia yg hypocrite. tsk2. kalau la i bole jd mcm tu. kn bagus. eh. bagus ke? well, im not a good actress.
if nk cite, byk sgt. yg muke baik jgn disangke baik. hypocrite jugak tau. kadang2 pelik gak. knpe org lebih pcaya ckp org dr melihat org tu sniri? bodoh kn manusia yg mcm ni. knpe xnk knal org tu sniri.? hey girls ! wake up la. jgn cpt tpengaruh ngan ckp org. jgn jd bodoh. puhleez la. ni bkn zaman tok kaduk. blaja tinggi, tp xbole pk yg mn btol. baik dok umah je. geramnya dpt kwn2 yg bodoh ni. bodoh sb xbole pk. speaking of this, i xtau la. is it a sin if u ckp using the 'i & u' words? itu pn nk jdkan issue. yg ni plg bangang. this is me. sketi i la i nk ckp ape pn. xkn i kna hypocrite just because u xske the way i am? puhleez. i wont. i xkn tukar diri i just to fit hypocrite persons like all of u. i just cant. i akan buat ape yg i nk buat. sb i hidup bkn gne duit u pn.ms i susah pn bkn korg tlg. so knape i should please korg ? sorry la. u can go to hell. n this statement is really harsh. to those yg mbuat cite psl i smp bf i blah pn. remember this, korg xkn selamat n xkn bahagia. selama mn i mderita n sakit hati, korg akn dibalas gak. just tggu masa. n maybe korg akn dpt balasan bganda2. so, time tu good luck la. melututla n myembah i utk mntk maaf. ingatla ek ape yg korg buat. semoga penganiayaan ini akan dpt balasan yg setimpal. mrepek pjg2 pn. bende da jadi. just wait n see. YA ALLAH. berilah aku kekuatan n berilah kesedaran kpd kwn2 ku ini. amin.

group mates yg best sem ni.

hari ni ttbe rasa nk bg compliment to all my group mates for this semester. pencapaian yg bagus. all of them memberikan cooperation yg begitu tinggi. i rs sgt bpuas hati dan gembira. first time i xmenangis n tension because dapat group mates yang begitu bertanggungjawab. mereka dapat menyiapkan tugasan yg diberikan dan meghantar pada masa yg telah ditetapkan. so far hasil yg diterima juga mencapai target yg diingini. oleh itu sy ingin menyebut nama2 yg telah byk memberikan kerjasama :
1. abu
2.fas
3. seman
4. jessieca
5. nazrah
6.awa
7. fatin
8. aca2
9. syamil
10. efa.
11. atikah

terima kasih kawan. eh. xlupa juga pd ex-bf i. haha. anis sabirin. tlg i print kan presentatuion bel di saat2 akhir.

bila terasa malas g clas.

damn. damn. malas btol nk g clas. mayb still in the mood of raya perhaps. haih. luckily class cancel. so for the next class, i nk bg cancel gak. but his time. cancel sdn. bhd. haha !! xpela. xpnah pn ponteng this class before. hihi. so, balik je umah sewa, all my housemates tgur i da gmok. hehe. tp comel. comel ke ape? mcm bear je. ble dlm gmbr, bkn main buruk. hee. tp dorg ckp dorg lbh ske tgk i mcm ni. comel n bseri. if kurus, mke cengkung cm org sakit and x bermaya. tp i plak yg xselesa. baju sempit. hhaa. nilah penangan bulan puasa n raya foods. naah. let me bg a pic of 'shabear'. ehhe n a few of gmbr raya.

beraya

owh. forgot. yesterday i kuar with my friends. lame gle xjmpe dorg. ade yg da jd mak org. ade yg da jd model sambilan. tkejut pada yg da jd mak org. just cant imagine it. huhu. rs cm da tua la plak. da ade 2 org anak plak tu. perghhhh!!! erm. n i bought myself casing utk my E72. pink color. seronoknya. stylo la hp i. hehe. pink. then g tgk movie. tajuk the revenge of king cobra. we thot that tu english movie. rupe2nya thailand. i da ttdo like byk kali. geli gle r cite tu. kuar2 je dr movie perut rm cm geli2 n tekak cm nk muntah. gle la. xbole blah cite tu. 1st i layan cite thailand yg cm bodo. xpnah2. cm kna tpu ngan tajuk cite. luckily i tdo lbh byk dr tgk cite tu. but kinda mbazir la. rm10 tu harga tiket. nk plak mahal nk mampus kan. bknnya tgc ke gsc ke. mbo je pn. cm haram. hahaha.

uneasy + pathetic = OMG!!!

hi. im back. its been a while im not updating my blog. yeah. kinda busy. ni pn busy. but i want to spend a little of my time with my blog. today is raya yg ke-7. da xde mood beraya. tp makan kuih raya je. badan pn da gmok. okayy. i need to diet n stuffs. balik puncak alam nt la. today, i feel like i want to sleep forever n do not ever get up. yeah. im hurt. again and again. damn. i thot i wont feel like this anymore. cm bodoh. what have i done wrong? its seem like everything is so unease. haih. why should i feel like this? damn and damn. now. just please. focus on one thing only which is my study. tu je. please la. dont ever mess up with other crap things. please ya ALLAH. tetapkan imanku, tabahka hatiku dan berikanlah kekuatan padaku. amin. ampuni dosaku ya ALLAH. aku da xmampu nak mghadapi dugaan hidupMu ini ya ALLAH. after this, nk abeskan assignment yg blambak then start packing my stuff. yeah. nk balik puncak alam. owh. no!! hahah !! its just make me feel pathetic again. there's so much to be written off. but ntahla. should my followers read this? ehehe. nooo wayyy hoozzayy!!. okay. when i got time. i'll updating my hari raya moments. tu pn if its not too late.

jatuh di tangga.

terjatuh di tangga td. terseliuh mungkin. gle sakit.plg klaka ble jatuh tros hilang dari pandangan. haha. kenape gelap sgt tangga ni?? xnmpk bah. mau wt complaint neh.
:(

miss independent

cause she walk like a boss
talk like a boss
manicure nails just set the pedicure off
she's fly effortlessly
and she move like a boss
do what a boss
do, she got me thikin' about gettin involved
that's the kind girl i need

she got her own thing
that's why i love her
miss independent
won't you come and spend a little time
she got her own thing
that's why i love her
miss independent....


i want to be like that...
i want people to get to know the real me.
appreciate me though the way i am.
be real.not a copycat.
be authentic.
but the most is. if there is a person who wants to love me.
do love me the way i am and don't ever regret it.
don't expect too much from me.
i can be nice. i can act real tough.
i'm quite but doesn't mean that im stupid.
u can move as your wish.
but do not over do it in front of me cause i don't
give a damn on what you are trying to show me.
if u think that you are the real drama queen let it be
cause i ain't gonna join you as well.
not worth it.

puncak alam a.k.a us.

tempat yang boxan. sleep town. hee.
but suitable for study. senyap sunyi.
tp jauh from fast food restaurant.
adoi. cedey je.
mama tlg!!!